hey everyone,
sorry i havent been online in a long time....but i'm a senior in high school and i've been superly busy and i just finished abotu 1/6th of my homework that i'm probably not gonna get done to night as you can tell...but anyways also my cat is missing! he's been missing since the 21st of november (or at least thats when i saw him last) and every single crappy day i cry my eyeballs out till i'm so tired and i dont know what to do anymore...i mean come on! he was my baby boy! what kind of cruel person or animal would ever take the life of another being, even if it isnt the same species as you. you know every life has a purpose and every life has ripples (no matter if its a human or an animal!) i hate the stupid people or animals that took my cat away( no matter if he's still alive or the unthinkable has happened...and he's dead) you know the worst thing about it all is? its not knowing where my baby is or even what happened to him. right now i'm stuck somewhere in the middle, i cant morn my cats death because i dont even know if he's really dead or just trapped somewhere or whatever...i just dont know what to do anymore. i've already typed up posters, but its so hard to even look at them, let alone for me to talk or even type all this out without me bursting into a frenzy of tears. i'm just so depressed right now and on top of everything the people who i thought were my friends decided that they didnt like me anymore so they decided to ditch me and stop talking to me (and the whole friend thing started about 2 or 3 weeks before my cat went missing)

love, superdupertia

p.s. all i want for christmas is a miracle (a.k.a. for my baby kitty to be able to be home or at least for him to come back home with me where its safe and warm.)